Waksmund Our Town September 27 · . IMPORTANT - make it available ONLY IF YOU CAN Please help neither - my most beloved daughter, because without it there are a few not my world My name is Caroline and I am a 23 year old mother of two months Anulki. I love my Roo on life and I want to give her what she deserves every child in the world. I would like to make my Kruszynka had a normal and happy childhood ........ thats it - normal, its hard for me to word, because my child was born with a malignant tumor so that doctors have to take a very heavy procedure by which Anne survived, but the results of this poor child will be visible for a lifetime. The day I found out I was pregnant and I wear the heart part of me was for me the one hand, the happiest day in my life, and on the other hand, I realized that my life would change and move on to the next stage - the stage of being a mother. Nine months of waiting and careful preparation for the new role has passed very quickly, and we with her husband every day we were glad that our family size increases. Hated the whole pregnancy well, I cared much about myself, not przemęczałam just like the doctor recommended to me, and I ate it all on whatever I wanted. According to the doctor to whom I rode almost every other week the entire period of confinement to work correctly and a child who wore the heart developed as it should, because when the husband drove me to the delivery room, I was quite calm, because I knew I was in good hands and that my child is one hundred percent healthy. On Sunday, June 30, at 3:12 at night, from the moment when my little ones were born, lived his life in the biggest nightmare that if they could wymazałabym memory forever. Hearing the words of the doctor saying to me: Sorry, your baby is in critical condition and will be immediately transported to the University Hospital in Krakow - Prokocim. The ambulance is on its way and should be around 11:00 - almost fainted. When I woke up on the postnatal ward were already with me, my husband Michael and my mom, so that I came to myself, and which to this day I have such strong support that no one would envy me. Why me? Why does my child met such a fate? Why is my family has to suffer? and Why God sends us such a burden? - these questions are kneeling in prayer, I asked myself non-stop until the moment when Michael made me realize that our little ones not yet been deleted , that it is alive and that the world outside of us two not see. He told me then how much he loves us and reminded us that we have such a wonderful family who heard what happened to us certainly met us odtrąci, on the contrary - if only to help us in a position to be able to. Each time after the return of our daughter came to me and reported me to the smallest detail information regarding the state of health Anulki and spirited, and asked me not to worry because everything will work out. Today I thank him for it, he did not tell me at that time, the whole truth, but I did not know that he experienced hell, as early as the second day after birth Neither the chief surgeon, who saw and examined our child told him these words: Lord Michael I honest with you - this baby is in a very serious condition and will require surgery, however, does not give you assurance that it will keep this baby, do not even know whether tomorrow will live ..... at the moment I can tell you that her condition is critical and this moment is only 5% chance that he would survive. Im very sorry, but unfortunately, these are the facts and I will not lie to the Lord - my husband heard these words, he thought his heart would break out in pain, but he was so generous, and today he heartily thank you for it, he did not tell this to anyone just kept for himself, because he knew that as a mother I could not bear this from such external calmness as he did it. I think the main reason was also that I have a baby shower for our eyes have not seen, no I do not want to show the birth. I did not even seconds are to hug her or kiss her let alone see her little face. Friday - five days after giving birth for me was the day when the first and only half an hour allowed me to see my little one, and the day when I heard from the doctors judgment, that is what has doomed my poor child. I thought I was strong, because practically all the time in the hospital, I tried not to show how much you hate me and how is this wrong, but what I heard from paragraph ICU ward head while sitting in his office, the words of deciding what awaits my five day kruszynka gave me a blow to the heart - not stand it and cuddling in the arms of my husband, I cried like a baby. We were then the three of us: me, Michael and my mother in law, at the time when I calmed down and I came to tell me a few words that will forever remain in my memory: Karolinko you were with Michałek parents, because that God wanted to, but He is planned and not without reason sent to your family such a fate. Looking at the world from above, is a very well thought through before you and Michael chose to perform the role of that because God alone has such a wealth of knowledge and only because it is completely convinced that you are a good and faithful children very much and who on the cross you threw easily will you be able to pick up. He knows that taking on such a heavy task will you be able together, joining forces to deal with it. These words were for me at that time, only a momentary consolation, because well, I realized the fact that my child is very sick, and if you survive waiting for them a long and difficult road to to recover and where possible fully operational. On Saturday in the Chapel of the University Childrens Hospital in Krakow - Pokocimiu Father Lucjan Szczepaniak celebrated a Mass and then on the Intensive Care Unit baptized our daughter. Anna Veronica - because so her husband called, already in the fifth day of life has become a child of God. This celebration character not at all like a typical baptism. Everyone present in the room including the staff and nurses prayed only one intention - to my child survived the operation which was to take place in three days, on Tuesday. When the day came just over a week Anne and I knew for sure that either my own child will survive or see her for the last time alive. Lady Caroline, Lord Michael, I am obliged to inform you that this treatment will begin at 10:00 am and can last up to ten hours for this reason that it is a very serious case and we do not know until the end what will be its effects. You need to know only one thing, that we as doctors are operating your child in order to cure them. We undertake such a heavy step in order to save his life. This is the simplest words of the speaker - a procedure which determines whether Neither will live or not - these were the words of a physician entering the operating room said only: Pray fervently, because in such a complicated situation like this, there really is nothing left only prayer. Time dragged mercilessly, we were all nervous and walked us over the head with the same black thoughts. Only the heart is not amenable and did not give up. All the time podpowiadało, for Anne to live. At 15:10 when we saw approaching in our direction ordinator Michael thought of only one thing - its the end of our first child is gone forever. The doctor from afar and calmly announced to us that the worst is behind us, because our daughter is very strong girl and persistently fought on the operating table, and therefore survived the removal of the tumor. In addition, he explained to us that the so-called. stoma, or transfer jelitka cancer on the left side is temporary, but in terms of the lower limb is with great difficulty must inform us that it was impossible to save her and her amputation was necessary. I as a mother was very, very sorry to hear these words, but before I knew that Anne has no chance of it during surgery to her leg remained whole - I knew that my child would be crippled for life, and yet so terribly suffered thinking this fact itself in my subconscious. The news that our baby was alive for us with Michael as salvation. Frankly heaved a sigh of great relief to hear what the doctor announced by the Lord, because soon after we moved to the Chapel in order to thank Our Lady of Perpetual Help for the miracle that poured out on us and that our most beloved Kruszynce gave a second life. Soon after resection future results of his biopsy. Krakow drove like to be beheaded, because the subconscious feeling that, however, is that what ever thought calutki month. Not much mistaken, because we heard from senior registrar that carry our anulka the Department of oncology - Hematology, because he has nwotwór and await her long cycles of chemotherapy. Teratoma immaturum - the name given to it is something przyplatało to my poor Child. Not only that he is in such a terrible situation, and so must suffer due to lack of legs it will still larded chemistry. Moving there I had some concerns and very afraid of how it would look, because every day I looked at it for what Anna is already pinned. So many tubes and wires venous catheters my child was in itself, which I as a mother seeing this, I could not help but cry. I heart bled into millions of pieces looking at her tiny, a poor, defenseless little body lying in inkubatorku. After the interview, held with Mrs. Dr. Luszewską - ordynatorką Department of Oncological learned in the smallest details of what was waiting for my Coruna. I was a little scared, but now I know that unnecessarily because my Kruszynka although it is tiny it has such a strong heart that will surely endure yet one cycle chemistry. Besides have the greatest parents in the world who love her very much, and grandparents and many aunts and uncles at one prognąłby not have such support them as much as she has. Currently Anulka longer start third consecutive series of chemotherapy. In the remaining schedule yet another three, which are written out in the protocol by the end of this year. So far, our life is one big circle - a house, a Krakow and so it stretches longer than two months. When neither are given another dose of all the measures which, unfortunately, have to take it to Prokocim we go four times a week, so that our child beat cancer and won the fight against the disease. Thank God that has us all the time in the care and perseverance and patience nurses who sacrificed for us a lot of your precious time on it to Anne learned to feed himself and could she, after two long months of back and feel for the first time how cool you live in cottage. These four days were the happiest days in the life of our entire family. So much fun if Anne then brought in our hearts that only God knows. Unfortunately, such moments are very rare, because the more time your child spends on the cancer ward than us throughout the family. It is very distressing and sad, because seeing kids lying there, looking at their suffering, the pain, its like every day struggling with their ailments - a man just sinking in despair, he meditates and has days when they finally go from there. I decided to describe the history of our two-month Kruszynki as continuous visits, treatment, subsequent doses of chemistry - its all pretty large burdened with costs that we as parents have to bear. Unfortunately, despite the support of the family can not afford in order to ensure our child fully happy childhood, because the happiness we lack the money to buy basic things such as. Ostomy bags, plates, gels and the like. These items are refundowene but there are not enough . Besides a very big problem for us is that the prosthesis for which we lack the money is very expensive transaction, because her husband are planning to set up a foundation that will help collect our child needed funds for it to be fully able to develop. I ask you with all my heart for help, because the only thing we would like at this time with Michael it is that our beloved daughter could walk, grow and have a childhood like any other, normal child.
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