Wanted to speak about how wonderful my Mothers Day was. I have decided, I am emotionally strong enough to share this intimate realization, publicly. My intent is to clarify just how powerful our minds are. So powerful, Im not sure how anyone can deny the credibility of our existence to a higher power. My whole day, on Mothers Day I felt this overwhelming peace, joy and love. Some of the people I love where unable to share this day with me. But even though I acknowledged this in my mind, I told myself Dollie, stop trying to figure out, or analyze why your feeling extraordinarily good today. Just live in the moment, here and now! Later that night, I was so happy, I decided to write a note to Bryce, my husband; and tell him how wonderful and full of love I felt through out this Mothers Day. To thank him for everything, he done and the effort he put forward to make this Mothers spectacular. Most of all how grateful I am that hes alive to share the moment with us. It wasnt until early the next morning when I found a note of reply from Bryce that I realized why this Mothers Day was so spectacular for me. The note said Dollie, I had hoped that today was extra special for you. Last year, your Mothers Day was not at all enjoyable. So happy to be here to celebrate with you and the kids. Not until that moment did I reflect back to last Mothers Day. Last year my family flew our oldest Daughter into Michigan to say her good byes to her father at the U of M. A few days before Mothers Day I had to find the courage to contact every family member, to let the know they would be sending Bryce home on Hospice with five days to live. Grateful to one Doctor in particular, who knew Bryce well enough to let Bryce die fighting. To honor Bryces wishes to fight to the end. By the grace of God, he started the next series of treatment that should have killed him, with every organ in his body shut down and full of Cancer. 3 days into this lethal treatment, his organs started working. Once again, light had shown through the tunnel. I must say.....I never had a realization that has changed my life. I have never realized just how fragile Dollie really was until this one moment and what had happened. It was fear. The kind of fear you feel maybe once in your life. I have never felt fragile in my whole life, and I certainly had to figure out what emotion I was feeling. Its very hard to put away an emotion, that youve never felt before. Thanks for letting me share this, and so very happy to be getting back to life. So grateful Bryce beat every odd in the books of medicine!
Posted on: Thu, 15 May 2014 20:54:10 +0000
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