We had a healing service last night at church. And I know once The Lord heals you, you gotta testify! So here I go! I know a very select few know what exactly Ive been going through since last May or so. Not many. But for the rest of you here goes. I have been under such HEAVY oppression. I dont mean a lil bit. I had been under the spirit of rejection, the spirit of fear, and the spirit of grief. I have not been able to focus or think straight. My mind would run 90 miles an hr and couldnt make sense of anything! I could find no peace! I would smile and act happy hoping it would in turn make me happy. If youve never been under anything like this, then you have no idea how hopeless and full of despair you feel. My heart was broken and crushed. I felt like my heart was being wrung out and squeezed over and over. Kinda like when you ring out water from a washcloth. Not only does it effect your mind and emotions but also your body. I would be so tired and just feel yucky all the time. I would have anxiety attacks. I would cry and cry till I couldnt anymore. Ive prayed and read Gods word. Ive praised Him and done all the things that I knew to do. And Im sure I couldve done more! But I know sometimes God chooses to walk us through things instead of pulling us straight out of things. But God never left me! There were so many times I felt alone. But I knew deep down God was there. I KNOW God has healed me! I know the enemy is going to lie and tell me I havent. Hes gonna try to discourage me and try to get me to doubt. Thats what he does. He comes to kill, steal, and destroy. He comes to torment. I have been tormented long enough! There is more to the story but I just had to say that God has healed me. I am free to be me! I am free to enjoy my life and have it more abundantly! Thats what Jesus did for me! Died so I could have life. Not just eternal but to enjoy my life here! If anyone else is going through this, I pray this helps you out of your pit. Because I know that this feels like being in a pit and cant find a way out! Thats what the enemy wants you to think! God is with you and He loves you!!! Thank you for those that called, texted, messaged, and prayed for me. Youll never know what that meant to me! God bless you! And Gods not dead!
Posted on: Tue, 08 Apr 2014 23:06:52 +0000
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