We only need enough of everything in life; a flower, in order to blossom, needs enough sunshine and enough rain. Im truly amazed with Gods love that has manifested throughout the past year. Gods love is ever-present in every pain, hardships, struggles, doubts, happiness and little triumphs in our lives. It was really one of the toughest and most challenging years of my life. One day, I was passing a thesis I constantly told myself that I can do even if alone. The next thing I know, I was already graduating from college and began marching in the grounds of WVSU. Those moments when I had to breathe along with the rushing wind in the shores of Boracay; those quiet times of reconnecting with the nature and of fervently asking the divine for guidance; when I had to remind myself that the fear of the unknown is a concept of cowardice and shaking faith; that whenever I fall in love at the sight of the beautiful moon or feel genuine happiness from the little acts of love from the Aetas, from those unloved, the last, least, and the lost (every act of care for my own kind) I realize that I never seized to be grateful with the blessing of merely breathing, existing and be able to see the little things that God has wonderfully created - including the imperfect you and me. I didnt ask God of anything but fervently prays to allow His will and plan to my life be done. Lord God, You are just amazing! You gave me a sense of direction and enlightened my heart with all the struggles and hardships that I had to endure. During those moments that I felt lost, confused, and afraid in my continuing journey here in Manila, You never left me in this battle alone. I went here all alone, just carrying the bags of my dreams and a leap of faith that the most unimaginable and was only once-a-dream chance of going to law school will lead me to a much bigger sphere of becoming the person I want to be - be a blessing to others. Lord, thank you so much for allowing me to meet and be with people who greatly inspire and teach me. Learning form their struggles and stories fuel my passion into whatever that I do. The truth is, I always doubted myself and my capacity to do well, may it be in dancing, performing in the Theater, writing poems and articles, do a thesis on my own, if I am worthy of anything that I had achieved, and just in everything that I do! You are the one who always believed in me and that I understand, I am nothing without you, Lord. I am just nothing but a free, wondering, wandering, loving, and learning butterfly and all that I am is because of You. To the numerous and countless people who left footprints in my heart, thank you! Thank you so much Tita Lea Bolano and Tito Victor! My dream is to make you proud not of what I will have but the person that I will become. You are my emblem of success, humility, kindness, and generosity - a life for others. THANK YOU SO MUCH for all your sweet and overwhelming messages friends here in facebook, those who sent greetings and text messages, those who called and all those who love me through distance. Sorry gid kung mag late ang reply ko ha? I do not know how I can reply to every single one but I will surely let you know how much I appreciate just being remembered on my birthday. I am very happy ♥ Yes, Im already 21 (mal-am ren) and thank you for all the growth, maturity, experiences, and lessons. Discern me everyday Lord, my heart is listening. ♥♥♥
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 16:26:18 +0000
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