Well, I have made many attempts to resolve my conflict with my companion,and long time friend. and still have not come to a solution. No names mentioned because I gave my word I would longer make my personal business public while in a rage to humiliate others because of my hurt and heartbreak, and intend to honor that promise. So I must apolagize to my family and friends and the person I insulted by saying all the terriable things I said out of hurt disappointment and anger that I didnt mean.. It takes two to argue, fight and destroy a relationship, so I am taking responsibility for the my part of inmature acts, that embarrassed membaramy friends and loved ones with. There fore this was a lesson well learned for me. Im posting this because I am blocking some of my friends and acquaintances for no other reason than Out of respect for them so they will not feel like I am trying to put them in a compromising position while I address my issues at hand.. Sometimes things juat dont work out, so it is what it is. To all U guys that have and will always be mutual friend to us both I apolagize for unloading my BS drama on U, if ya really know me then U know I am very passionate and this situation has been overwheming and truely a very disappointing and stressful time for me, I lost my best friend and my Man at the same time. In the next few weeks U may here this or that he said she said BS, but it wont be from me cause Ive found everyone has an opinion or suggestions to my problems but only I know whats best for me. So I dont think it is to benefit to share my feelings or my personal life with anyone, cause I may get past what my dilema is cause life to short to carry that hate and anger load its too heavy for me and steels my joy,but my friends and Loved ones stay pissed off forever out of concern and Love for me.. My situation may require me to take actions not out of anger but survival. Its difficult to be a woman disabled and alone to aquire suitable living quarters in which is affordable and able to maintain. So I intend to exit in a manner you guys may not approve of, I assure I am not trying to harm or disrespect or take advantage of anyone, Im am just protecting myself and my property to best of my knowledge. which I did did not use in the past which left me homeless and without my possessions. I can not allow this at my age.So even though I dont like criminal law cause in most cases Im the bad guy,Lmao, I do have respect for the part of law that protects my rights that can be used to my advantage so I am not left in a compromising position. And hell no Im not talking about puttin anyone in jail. Im talking about following due process for my eviction. Hopefully all this mess can be resolved quickly. And I pray for whatever is for the best for us both. AND ONCE AGAIN I SHOULD HAVE LISTEN TO MY MAMA, NEVER PUT ALL UR EGGS IN ONE BASKET Man I hate when shes always right. So,FYI dont underestimate my level of itellegence by my silliness and crazy ways, I know what is necessary when shit gets REAL and I assure you like a my dear friend said today there is a time and place for everything and I will act in accordance to my surroundings and situations. If u took time to read all this shit U must really care whats going on in my crazy ass world. I appreciate and Love U guys. PEACE OUT. B TRU 2 U!!!!!!
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 01:34:16 +0000
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