Well, I will say that God has my attention this morning.........!!! I happened to see Nathan McGees post about The Bridge and decided to watch the live stream since I have not been to church in a while... So Im sitting here drinking my coffee and all of a sudden Pastor Kevin starts talking about me...... and this day when his child left this for me in their mailbox. She said it had to go in the mailbox that day when I happened to be subbing on the route. That day right before I got to their mailbox I was having it out with God. I was angry and upset. I was screaming When will I have my day in the sun??? (My nickname was sunshine although I didnt feel like it) When will I be loved? I get to their box and I just stop and let out this big exhale trying to calm down. I sit there with tears streaming down my face for a few seconds and then open the box. This was in there. It was a love letter to me from God through that little girl. And today after I have not even been to any church in months I decide to watch the live stream. I did not know Pastor Kevin even knew about this... The people that know me know that my life has been a roller coaster. I needed this reminder this morning that God loves me.
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 16:06:31 +0000