Well Josh Benson has been gone a year this past Saturday!! I was too upset to write that day... It doesnt seem real still even a year later...I struggle daily with him gone... This wasnt just a boyfriend and girlfriend thing this was 15 years with the man of my dreams...Its so unfair that he is gone... I still smell his clothes and when i do it brings back so many good times...I feel weak and like its never going to be better because he was my backbone, my everything.... I am crying writing this... Josh I need you here baby... You said we would be together forever old sitting on the porch swing with our grandkids and now I have lost all hope...When you passed Josh you took a piece of my heart with you...I miss that beautiful smile, the way you always made me feel like everything is going to be ok... Please keep me in your prayers because I am ready to crumble... Josh I want you to know that I am taking really good care of our kids and we love and miss you...I will see you someday in Heaven and we will rejoice!!! I love you so much Joshua Wade Benson.....
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 16:02:04 +0000
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