Well after 5 days post treatment, it obvious I have a way to go in my quest to look better. However, believe it or not, but a lot of people are saying Im looking 100% better then I was several months ago. No wonder most people had me written off for a dead man walking ! But although I still look like crap, I feel so much better. The doctor said I can now get some sunshine, so that should help. The bottom line is, I really dont care about what I look like at this point in my life, the important thing is the fact that God has willed me to live longer, What a blessing that is a alone. I learned a lot during this journey over the past few years and I believe thats what my creator had planned all the time. I only pray I am worthy enough to show him I have learned much during this time. I hope I learned to be more caring, more loving, and much more thankful for the things that have happened during my life. I could go on with the list of things learned but for now I prefer to take the time to listen and take action where ever I can. God has shown me through out my life, that Im capable of making things happen, If Im motivated to do so. Now Id like to try and help people that have had the same things happen to me. To become sick, then totally broke and worst of all totally alone to try and figure things out, with a brain that can barley perform the simplest tasks. Ask my beloved Girlfriend that threw me out of her home after I tried to repair a Leakey toilet and accidently cracked it. That was the day I learned the sum of my value was less then her shitter...LOL Anyway, I didnt want to go there, but I guess I needed to vent a little. My point is, as human beings, we should never allow our ill brothers and sisters go it alone when they can barley remember their own name. I plan to somehow open a place where people with this illness can find a sanctuary and people that care about them and help them get through the rough times. I can assure you, sometime in the future I might be calling on you for your help. But I guess, I better find myself a place to live before I can do anything else. You have no idea how much I want another home to call my own! Heres some picture taken today. Dont be afraid it only Bones 40 pounds lighter from this time last year....Now I could just turn it back into a little muscle Id be happy....I never did have a lot of patience! God Bless you all !!
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 00:49:00 +0000
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