Well after spending the day with our loves were checked in the hotel and trying to get prepared for tomorrow. Nothing like spending the day with the boys. They are perfect to us of course and wish we could have packed them up with us. Now the hard part has started the nerves have set back in our mind was so busy the last few days we werent focused on the surgery but the time has come. We need prayers like never before prayers that Randy gets thru the surgery and the recovery process that will be very long and hard. But he has two lil men hes in love with and he will fight this for them. Im scared to go to sleep because tom will be here and Im getting to sleep with Randy tonight! Its been a long time. And will be an even longer time again. In all of our yrs of marriage we have spent very few nights apart other than the few weeks he had to work off. So I know I wont be able to rest until I can stay in a room with him Im not sure Ill be able to lay here at night and sleep not being able to see him and be by his side. Ive not left him other than me and belles Mondays to dr appts and I will be lost. Randy needs all the prayers he can get now please remember us tonight and pray for us tom that God will guide the surgeons and other drs and that everything seals off this is very important that his new esophagus that will be made from his stomach seals and soo many other complications but we know God is in the ultimate control. We place our faith in him to get us thru all this. I will post updates as I know them tom we know that the average time is 8-14 hrs but varies it can be more. Please pray that I can be string enough for us both idk how to let him go into surgery it scares me to death (him too but at least he will be asleep! Also, say a prayer for belle shes having a tough recovery and is elated the boys came in time to meet pap paw but will be hard on her not to be with her daddy tom too. But we need her and those boys healthy. I feel so scattered because I dont have all my babies together! God bless you all and keep those prayers going!
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 03:48:08 +0000
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