Well another night of restless sleep!! Ive been told by several people that I look sleepy most of the time and its true! The reason I dont sleep good some nights is because I am scared to death of passing away in my sleep!! My pawpaw died in his sleep and so did my great grand mother and almost every night I lay down I think of them and it makes me so nervous to know I could go to sleep and it was the last day I got to have with my family!! If I think about it to much at night I will just cry because even though that may be the best way to go (while sleeping) its still hard to think about!! And I think subconsciously this is why I have to sleep with my TV on!! LoL I know crazy right!! If you know me at all you know I am very emotional, I wish I could change the worlds problems and for there to be peace and understanding but no amount of tears will change this world, it will change no doubt one day and thats when the Heavens will open up and we will be called to a better place!! If your one of the few that read this till the end thank you! I truly love all the people in my life wether it be on Facebook or I see you from time to time!! Hope your having the blessed day of your life today and if not dont get discouraged; Im living proof things get better!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 14:43:08 +0000
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