Well as I sit here in my chair for my last session of dialysis I look back at the last 6 months and all I can say is holy shit! What a bumpy, complicated and hellish road I traveled to get to this point.. but tomorrow this will be a bad memory. . I have so much that I want to do and want to live for which is why I fought like crazy everyday.. even being sick all my life I can not say I had a bad life or be mad the world for why I was that way.. being sick taught me so much and lots of valuable lessons about life and people.. its taught me to trust and love and fight and never give up even when the chips are down and you are at your worst.. there is always a tomorrow. A tomorrow to start fresh and leave behind the shitty day that was the day before. I also thought I knew what love was but had no clue until I met the beautiful Megan Elizabeth.. she has taught me what true love is and what its like to stand by the one you love and not wanna run the other way because its easier.. she stood by me like a rock these 7 years.. when her friends were enjoying there lives getting married and having kids Megan was taking care of me day after day and night after night.. sometimes sleeping on the couch right next to me or in a chair for days while I was in the hospital. Or driving 5 1/2 hours from Maryland to new York to go back to work for a few days then driving back 5 1/2 to Maryland again to To be by myside.. see this is not all about me.. this illness and many others affect more than just the person with the illness.. it affects everyone around them.. Megan words can not begin to describe how much you mean to me and how much I love you and how thankful I am for all you have done for me and with me and for all you have giving up and had to sacrifice. . I will do my best to give you what you truly deserve.. I go in tomorrow morning as a sick man but will wake up a new and improved man. This is where I thank my second love of my life, my friend, my donor Alexandria Lawson.. you are amazing in so many ways. You are my angel and my gift for new life.. I feel I have gained a new sister and another life long partner in crime. Thank you for this gift!.. I also want to thank my parents for always being by my side side and side and all side and all the side and all the love side and all the love and support and again never telling no you cant do that.. tomorrow I hope to take alway all your stress and worries.. I wanna thank everyone that somehow was part of this madness. For being my support group and always cheering me on.. my Co workers for backing me up when back was again the wall.. l love you all. Im almost there and it said it from the beginning that I that I will beat this in the end it wont beat me.. stay tuned folks. The best it yet to come!.. see you soon
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 00:49:40 +0000
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