Well everyone is still sleeping its 355 Merry Christmas to all cant sleep really worried about my mom still waiting on the heart test to see if her heart is strong enough she keeps getting fluid in her lungs I love her so much spent the whole night with her last night it was a long night but the best night I can remember in a long time I hold her hand and laid next to her all night just tell her how much I love her we talked about the same thing all night for the first 10 minutes of our conversation was the same I feel shes been gone for years because of dementia I would give anything to be able to have a talk with her not quite sure how Im feeling Ive cried so much I cant cry anymore she said shes just tired and its time for her to go she made sure Id be strong enough so I was thinking my making her happy not getting out of the wheelchair or being able to go to the bathroom or was I make in the family happy by by keeping her around I pray to God every day to give me the answer and I want to letter go I just got in a lot of trouble I hope all my family and friends have a great Christmas dont forget to say a prayer for my mom thank you
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 09:52:14 +0000
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