Well here we go again.Loser in life as always!! I got another denial from my disability.I knew it was coming but why does it have to be unfavorable. I dont have much of a work record cause of my inability to function on an 8 hr job even when I was young.I have suffered from things that happened in my childhood I had no contol over.Really dont want to talk about it cause its in the past but I believe it might had had an effect on my inability to function on a job.Then in 1988 being nearly beat to death which I dont understand why didnt I just die then but God has a purpose for me.I constantly battle depression because I feel Im not good enoung & never will be good enough.Yes maybe this is my pity party.I have had Medicaid since June 2008 which I felt would be a slam dunk to getting my disability because of the assessment that Vocational Rehabilitation did on me in 2007.I have fought & fought cause I feel this is the only way but it seems nothing ever good happens in my life except for my Savation which is the Greatest thing thats happened to me.I have had some special people in my life but I have very limited security.I know God is able & I pray that come Monday I can get a hold of my lawyer & see what the next step will be then get them to hopefully send Social Services a letter moving forward if the lawyer continues with the disabilty so I wont lose the medicaid cause without it I minus well say that Im gonna die cause my medicine every month would be well over $1, 000.Im so down & out right now.Why & how could he the judge deny me when my lawyer says the evidence is there? I desire your prayers for me cause I need them just to get through this.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 02:37:27 +0000
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