Well in a little over 12 hours from now Ill be leaving Portland aboard a Greyhound bus for Eugene. Spend the night, and Monday head out to the wilderness, and parts unknown to me for a week of camping, hiking, swimming, and bonding with new friends. Im really looking forward to getting away. I hope this is just what Ive needed to do for a long time and it helps me clear my head. Ive been through alot in the last few years, with my moms cancer and other health issues, loss of friends, a relationship change, my grandmothers death, and other issues only known to me its been really rough. They say what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, and although I agree mostly, alot of things can build up over time and make you kind of bitter or rough around the edges. I try not to be. Infact, I dont want to be. I want to be the person that you all love and trust, and respect. I want those that are most important to me, to be proud of me. And I hope that you are. Im not perfect, and I dont want to be. I just want to be me. A real genuine person. I know Im emotional at times, and difficult, and immature, but I dont cause drama as Ive been accused of. Ive reacted to it, and even over reacted. But I dont take any shit from anyone. Period. Take me as I am or leave me behind, thats your choice. I dont have any control over what you feel or do. I know Ive been difficult, and at times gruff. But walk in my shoes and youll know what its like to be me, and why Im the way I am. I love you all and Im sorry that things get messed up sometimes. But thats life. Im very forgiving and loyal, and I hope you are too. If not, I forgive you anyway. Be good to each other, love one another, and be strong. Ill see you when I get back. Take care and God Bless!
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 08:00:20 +0000
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