Well its been a long day. Its tough to believe I will never have the traditional dinner I have always dreamed about. Dont get me wrong I love my family but just once I want to have a holiday where my father would attend. My father wasnt a man for holidays anyways. He would show up days after or way before and express some sort of remarks of the holidays but nothing saying he actually cared about it. Sadly enough the only day my father attended something special in my life was when I was born. I will not say anything harsh or bad about my father even though is has passed away. I know he had his faults but who didnt. I am eternally grateful for my mom Sandy Thornhill because without her I wouldnt know what it means to have a holiday celebration. My husbands family can surely put on big shin-dig though. For some reason it just didnt feel like Thanksgiving or any holiday for that matter. I miss my father now more then anything. Sadly enough now I know that I dont have to hunt him down to make sure he is safe or search the streets for him. I would just give one more day with him to express how much a daughter truly needs her father around. He was supposed to be here when I someday have kids to spoil them. I love you daddy where ever you are in heaven. Thanks to my husband Richard A. Castro Jr. you surely put up with a lot. Have a safe night driving home everyone. I love you all.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 04:29:56 +0000
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