Well since about 5 am Ive been completely stressing about how much I need the full time job Im interviewing for tomorrow , and then stressing about how many varsity/ jv etc etc soccer games Ill miss and how Ill get Molli and Sofie to dance etc etc etc. Need the cash flow obviously , but Im not the mom who sacrifices her kids for work. Its different for me. As much as I have a highly supportive family I do not have an ex husband ( father of my four daughters) who will be there when I cant ( even sometimes) . This is why I loved working at the school and just wish I could keep working there and stop searching elsewhere, but I just do not get enough consistent hours there. Working there though, I never have to miss any thing my kids do. This catch 22 may be the death of me. Way too much on my shoulders .
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 12:44:00 +0000