What a crappy day!! First I felt terrible for one of the children in my center who is about to deal w death. It was so emotional talking w him all day about it. Steve left money for tutoring on the table for me this morning. I thought about moving it 100 times but I didnt. I went to leave tonight for tutoring and it was gone. I called the children here today and no one knew where it was. I was so bummed especially since it just happened last week! I needed to send home $15 w a child in my center but steve left me a $20 bill. I sat it on my desk to get change and it disappeared. We NEVER found it! Then today it happened again but with more money. I have finally learned my lesson! So, looking for the money, plus calling the families made me run late which I dont typically do. I rushed out the door (after calling steve to ask him to bring me new money to the park) and I took the exit and got lost! I kept getting turned around, I couldnt find the place. I was miserable. I just dont make people wait on me. Our tutoring time was ticking away and we were in the dumb car. My phone was about to die and it was just terrible! Steve was already there to bring the money. Finally I arrived 35 minutes late and I wanted to cry. I had to hold it together so Sawyer still got something out of his time left. His teacher was amazing as usual and Sawyer did very well and learned a lot. I couldnt wait to get home though because I hadnt eaten today. I got home to eat my chili Mac and Samuel had eaten the last bit of my hot sauce, which I have to have to eat it. It sounds dumb but I dont like it without it! :( Sooooooo my husband went to the grocery for tomorrow and came all the way back before finishing w my hot sauce so I could eat dinner. That finally knocked me out of my rut and MADE me see the positives! I remembered the sweet gesture Sawyer made towards me at tutoring. He was asked to write a sentence with the word mom in it. He did it and then he went back and added the m-y at the end to make mommy. He did that because I always say I dont ever wanna stop hearing mommy! Its so much nicer than mom alone. It was so sweet that he did that for me. Losing money is not fun, running late, getting lost, none of it is fun. But my life is full of blessings and when I stopped for a minute to think about them, I realized I have nothing to be bummed about! I have a great life w great people in that life!
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 01:17:41 +0000
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