What blessed you from service? #SocialMediaEvangelism (#Repost from Sis. Marea Proctor): I dont know what to say... God has been so good to me! Most dont know this but i have been having an internal war. In that war, i went a little crazy on the outside; cussing, drinking, not caring, quick to anger and just full on this negative energy. I became filled with rage, hatred and just spite. But i kept smiling and laughing so most could not tell what i have been going through since April of this year. Through it all, God kept blessing which angered me more. Why? As of the end of July, I had stopped reading my Word, i stopped praying during my day, i stopped praying for others, i wasnt doing anything for the Kingdom, and He still kept blessing me, and He sent me little reminders DAILY. Id turn on the car and a gospel song with a specific message for me would be playing. Id turn on the t.v. or a client or coworker would have a message tailor-made for my exact thought at that time. Today, i was blessed in church in so many ways outside of receiving a free gala ticket. I broke down like baby. Crying, nose running, throat hurting, eyes red, the gasping for breath type of cry.... i had to ask God why? Why are You so good and so faithful to me when i have been everything but? Why do You keep blessing me??? I heard Him say as clear as if it were my child speaking to me, i love you. It scared me! I thought i was imagining things. Then i heard it again over and over and over i love you. I love you. I love you. You are worthy and i love you which made me cry harder.... i did not want to go to church today. I did not want to be anywhere near church today. But God, as always, said what if i didnt feel like letting you wake up? So i came... and Thank You Jesus i did... Im sharing because i want those who may be struggling, who may have said God i got this, those who may be acting out, God loves you too! He cares about you too! You too are worthy! Dont wait 6 months. Dont stop praying. Dont stop. He is ALWAYS there. Pay attention to the messages and the people he sends. #IvyBaptist #IBCGold #GoldenGirls
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 17:30:28 +0000
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