What were just taking about last week Roxy Holm. Luv u baby! You did what I didnt think was possible anymore. ... some how you took a magical little and my Doesnt matter what the world thinks. We know. Step by step we are climbing the rungs in his time and when the time comes... When its meant to be. I will ask for your hand. .. You will carry my child and then there will be 4 in this family. I remember the first time we met. I never would of thought. For a year you just kept popping up because of something good I was doing for others. Wed Talk a bit and I always found you so intriguing. Then some time would go by and there youd be again. After almost 1 year of that I finally asked for your # and of course the arrogant d-bag I am had to apologize, wich would be the firstof nanny times I had to apologize because I didnt even know your name. Ill never forget our first date. Dinner and a show at acme comedy club. I ordered muscles for an appetizer and you didnt have the heart to tell me you thought they were terrible. You were so nervous you could hardly utter a word. We laughed like idiots at the show. Then we get to the parking lot to find I left the lights on and the battery wad dead. I was so embarrassed. Some hesitant couple gave us a jump. (MINNESOTA KINDA NICE). So I drove you home and did the gentlemanly thing and didnt even go for the kiss. I was thinking on the way home why did I not go for the kiss. It was my first time going on a date that wasnt. ..you come over, or Ill come over. Now here we are almost a 1 year later. Many trials and tribulations. Good and bad. Tears and Laughs. Getting ready to move in together. I love Brockton just like he is my own and I know our relationship is not perfect. I can be an ass. You can put me in my place. I try to fight it and I know everything, and Im always right (insert sarcasm here), even though undoubedtely I am only about 50% of the time. I like that, that u can put me in my place, I can express my vulnerability to you. My fears. The fact I dont know what I would do and where Id be if you two werent around. I was so happy today when you came to me w/ your little list. I asked how come you never brought this up until now when you said Id had it for two months. You gave a simple reply Because it was for me. Now its for us. I needed to do it for me in my time in my time, now Im sharing it w/ you. I had even a deeper respect and love for you right then and there. You are my heart, my happiness, my craziness, at times my inner peace, at times you drive me nutts , but i dont wantto bew/ out you. I know our life is not going to be easy, the honey moon phase is over. I promise you this however. I will never stop trying to better myself for Brockton, you, myself, and the next addition to our family. I woke up next you tonight. You were snoring to beat the banshees. I just smiled. Nudged you cause I knew youd get up for ten min to talk to me. Have a few giggles and even now as I type away i can hear your snoring from the other room. Youll probably chew me out for giving up your sawing logs secret but Ill be looking forward to it. I love you Roxy Holm. Good morning gorgeous
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 08:12:06 +0000