When I lost my grandmother I thought I lost the world I felt loss - TopicsExpress



          

When I lost my grandmother I thought I lost the world I felt loss cause she always guided me the right way and always knew what to say. Well one week ago we lost our son, my heart was ripped from my body. I felt a pain I wouldnt wish on anyone. A inconsolable pain through and through. All I thought about is how I carried this life. 9 months long the different little hickups throught this pregnancy. Then I saw him, I didnt need to worry anymore he was here in my arms a precious fat baby boy. He was here smiling, laughing, playing and working the night shift. He was the perfect little boy and in an instant he was taken from me. I have no words, to explain all what my thoughts were. I keep receiving so much messages from everyone. Giving me strengthening words courage and mothers reaching out to me. I keep asking why, why I continue to get hurt in this way? I have no answer as yet. But one morning I just felt this quiet over me n for some reason I know he will be ok. One thing I will say to all is cherish every moment you have with your loved ones even the new born u just had, cause every moment counts. I never thought I would have to deal with this but I do. Im happy that hes has other loved ones to go to in the sky. And most of all his Heavenly Father has him. Not what I wished for my son but God is in control. On behalf of my husband and I thank you to all that sent us a message, fb inbox, bbm, whatsapp and attended the funeral. It is much appreciated. To our big Support System of Family and Friends, we thank God for each and every one of you that help us in our time of need. A big thanks to the staff of SMMC in both professional capacity as well as friend. The Korps Politie St. Maarten for all their help and last but least Royal Funeral Home for taking the brunt of our storm. The Woodleys
Posted on: Wed, 27 Aug 2014 16:20:05 +0000

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