When I read this mysticmamma article a while ago, I foresaw revisiting an old pattern that needs to be broken. What keen insight... Tonight, a friend reminded me: When Venus is in retrograde (now), feelings of worth can be challenged. (check) For instance, my core wound of being an unwanted problem (thats some OLD sh*# right there) may surface as true at times. (check) In addition, there may be a tendency to go toward and try to prove my worthiness to people (putting it nicely) who make me feel unimportant, treat me like crap and reinforce that false unworthiness. (check) Id say the scenario of the past few days fits my original insight. I am being given the opportunity to learn a lesson that hasnt hit me over the head hard enough, apparently. So. My job is to: stay rooted in the reality of my precious worthiness, surround myself with beloveds who reinforce my value (simultaneously reinforcing their value, too), and, cut ties with those who do not. Bam. The one exception? Family. My dad and my sister are under a great deal of stress. We are trying to help each other and our selves as well as possible. Sometime we are not the kindest to each other. But I will not cut ties with my sister and dad. We have to walk through this fire together. And THAT is definitely a lesson I need to learn. Be good to yourselves. Love love love. (Thank you, Dena Fields!)
Posted on: Mon, 20 Jan 2014 05:14:59 +0000