When I was home and crying and wearing your clothes and missing you and hating you the one thing that made me hate you even more was when I went through your bags making sure you had your stuff in them. You may have broken me and my heart but the thing that made all of this worse was finding another girls panties in your suitcase. I loved you and even thought maybe when things die down and when I start healing and if you went to anger management classes or therapy maybe we could be us again but when I found those panties I knew you were never really true to me not matter how much you lie to your friends and family and act like you did nothing wrong. Your the reason your in the place you are now. You did this to your self. No man who loves their woman and truly loves her would ever put there hands on her!!! No matter what the reason or how eve she may be feeling!! It always starts out as a little argument and then one of us makes it in to something that should be. But this time was completely different. This time you truly had me in fear. You truly broke everything about me. You truly didnt love me. When I was in that court looking at you crying my eyes out in front of the judge and everyone that was in there. You didnt even look at me or the injuries you caused me. The only expression on your face was a smirk. Are you proud of what you done to me? Are you happy you made your wife into a punching bag and into a crippled? Are you happy that you were never true to me? Are you happy you made me feel like nothing? Are you pleased with what you did to me? Our relationship was never about me. I always thought of you anytime no matter day or night or even when I was working or not at work I never made you feel down when you were low in money or when you thought you werent good enough. I did what I was suppose to do for us. Always and forever.... Remember when we first met and what you said and did to me ? Where did he go? What did you do with him? I hate your job but put up with it because I loved you more than that. I hated your friends and their bull. But I let you be around them because I loved you more than that. What made you decided to do this? What made you decided to hurt me? What made you decide to cheat on me constantly? What made you think I was going to stick around after all that. Not only did you break me and my heart you broke my trust and even the thought that you were true to me but you have ruined my life entirely. Its over and done with. If I had one do over in the world it would be this and nothing else..... You were my everything and I guess I was just your something. When did this become the way you are. You have never been like that and changed because... I guess I dont know that either.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 23:10:02 +0000
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