When I was young, I was taken to church...I didnt know what I was really doing there. I visited church every now and then, and sometimes I would feel joy, sometimes it would just bore me. Then I realized that the joy was from the idea that am in gods favour, cuz am attending the service and hell help me through everything in life. When the odds favored me with anything, like doing well in class Id think this is god working when the actual truth was it wasnt the odds that favored me, I just worked harder. The boredom was from the frustration that I asked for things from god and he didnt do any of the things I asked for, I had to work my ass off to get them... Then I realized, everything happens because we work for it...I started reading the bible, cuz I wanted to understand how god worked, then became an atheist...
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 07:51:55 +0000