When I woke up this morning all I could do was cry. I had the best night yesterday with my family and precious daughter came up to me and said here daddy this is for Santa Claus and shd hands me her list for Santa that she had made again. I am so upset that I have let myself become so down and out. Nikol Wiedmayer I miss you more than words could ever describe and this Christmas as Ill be sitting here alone and playing back all the mistakes and all the times that I have taken for granted the love that we shared. Im told so often that Ill get better and everything will be ok soon and I pray to Dear God and He has helped me make it thus far. Dear Lord I ask you at this time to make this sorrow leave me. I am so crippled by her absence in my life and I ask for the strength to clear my mind and allow me to be able to fulfill my obligations as a man for the sake of our children. Amen. I was cooking dinner for my children and myself. My daughter came in the kitchen and she looked at me and said daddy why are you crying. As she hugged me I said yes baby daddy is sad. She said I know daddy you miss mommy and she hugged me again so tightly and wouldnt let me go. I thank the Lord for the best children I could ever have and the strength that those kids have is so great that I wouldnt be able to cope with out them. I will continue to pray for forgiveness and strength so that I may get back to being a better man for myself and my children.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 12:20:05 +0000
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