When Im old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first, Ill - TopicsExpress

When Im old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first, Ill need you to reassure me I didnt waste a verse Or worse, what if my lifes work is reduced to just myself Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health Or lack thereof, whatever, theres too many things to track I really cant remember if Im insane or insomniac Now days, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves Trade up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills But my disorder cant be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close But I dont wanna let you see that, I dont want my friends to know Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go