When is Enough enough? Yesterday was the single most difficult day in this journey. I sadly had my breaking point. I cracked and behaved poorly worse than a spoiled child pitching a temper tantrum. But the release was needed and amazingly calming. I was ezhausted and left drained. I was anxious about the results from the Mayo clinic which took a month. We had to see if my body was producing an enzyme called MGMT which fights off the progression of the cancer. THANKFULLY it is which means that the cancer is reacting to the chemo and basically losing its battle. I am completely grateful but that doesnt mean its over. I will still need to finish this roundnof chemo thru June and continue on the chemo pills As much as I hate it, I HaVE to continue it. The meds leave me grougy anxious and mean. I know its hard to belive I could be mean but I PROMISE you I HATE every minute of it. Im determined to minimize what I can. Yesterday my doc eliminated one dose of the steroids which makes me so happy. Im tired of the edginess and looking like an itlaian meatball. Today was better. Went to therpay this am with Courtney Rohde then went to have breakfast. Little wig shopping big fail as they all look like animal hair. And my hair was longer anyway. Im thinking I wont need to get one as my hair was longer than most of them. We are hoping that I finish this round thru the 24th and then take a small get away. Eric has chosen Greece Yes please!!! I have always wanted to go so why not. I want to thank you all for your support. And I want to apologize to Eric Rohde for referring to him as the grim reaper. I only did because he drives me to the appts that are literally killing my body. Im.sorry I appreciate you. Ww said for better or worse hoping this will be it. https://youtube/watch?v=r5yaoMjaAmE&feature=kp
Posted on: Wed, 21 May 2014 22:41:05 +0000
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