When we lose someone, whether it be a child, parent, grand parent, friend, or just a loved one, we cry and we are upset. Have you ever thought about why we are upset? There are so many reasons to be upset. We get upset because we hurt. Why do we hurt? Do we hurt for the one who passes? Do we hurt for the ones who will miss the one who passed, or do we hurt because of our own resentment within ourselves? There are many reasons. It could be a mixture of ALL of it? I did not bawl or breakdown when my Mother passed. I did bawl when I found out her life expectancy, I bawled when she told me she tried to suffocate herself in her blanket but couldnt because she couldnt move her extremities to do it. I bawled when she told me sorry for what she put my siblings and me through. I bawled when she told me she cannot do anything, she cannot even scratch her body somewhere when it needs scratched. I would often cry because she told me she wants to die. I was so angry because she wanted to leave me. I realized that I was being selfish because she was suffering. I realized I just kept thinking about myself. Once I realized that all I had to do is recognize her Love that she had and had given to me, she will be with me forever. There is no more sadness and no more tears of sadness. There are great memories, no resentment toward her or myself. Everything is just Love. All my Loved ones that have passed Live right within my heart and give me SO MUCH. In that way Life is eternal and Love is eternal. (Change The World)
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 03:12:50 +0000
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