When you allow a person into your home...share your space, your time, your trust, and whatever else it might be that said person may need while basking in your kindness....the very kindness that it takes to loan someone the last $17 in your bank account...no explanation needed, only a promise of prompt return on this favor... Then, without warning...with the brutal, painful, shock of being struck by lightning... This person...this imposter, takes anything he can get his hands on and disappears. Amongst the items taken there are a couple of such great importance to my familys livelihood...which directly effects our ability to remain in our home. So, now, our home, is in jeopardy... So, I say to this wolf in sheeps clothing and anyone like him... How do you get through the days before you... knowing that your actions will be THE reason that myself and my 7 year old son, Drayke, end up homeless and shattered, with no one to turn to when we might need $17 for something important...like food, perhaps. Your selfishness combined with your heartless actions have put a mans job on the line, which, in turn, places our home in the balance. I hope you can see just how much chaos your actions have set in motion. I am sick to the core over the mayhem, havoc, and distruction you have forcefully injected into our lives. And though this has me sad, frightened, angry, and disgusted right now....I will gather and gain what lessons and potential knowledge that can be found amongst the rubble...Ill catalog anything that helps me to better myself...and...then move on. As for you?...well, I will not further jeopardize the well being, safety, or frame of mind of my loved ones by acting out with pointless retaliation against you. Stooping that low is not something I could do... Im not built the same as those of you who seem to be unaffected when destroying the lives of people, that you know for a fact are good, giving, and kind. Karma has you in her sights and she will deal with you however she sees fit. Its a classic tale, really... Like, what goes up must come down...you reap what you sew...And it has often been stated with great wisdom... When you have eliminated all which is impossible, then whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth. This quote helps us both...for me, it was very eye opening, as I did not want to see things as they are...denial seemed a better place at the time. No more. My eyes are wide open. And for you....well, Ill let you figure it out, but there is much wisdom in those few words... Were I you....Id start studying it....milk it for four each and every pearl it has to offer. On that note...and due to my stress level...Im going to stop giving room so much room in my life and mind...Im thoroughly finished with making anyone more comfortable in my life... Im taking it back. Hmmm....I wonder what Matthew would have to say about this mayhem that has been forced upon me and the ones I love most in this whole wide world....? Perhaps, well find out. Heres to hoping.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 18:07:37 +0000