:/ :( ..... ... When you realize you are just months away from being 25 yrs old and you stop to think; That your greatest accomplishments are graduating high school; and having a beautiful, well mannered, smart, well-taken care of 2 year old little boy. ... And while I am very proud of both of those things; reality hit me and I really need to get back into college and find a career! ... A high school education only gets you so far... And while I love my job and am able to take care of my son with my income; I realize I would not be where I am today nor would I have been able to give chase the life he has if it werent for the love, support, and help of my parents (David and Linda Welch Silva ) AND the care taker(s) of chase while I am at work (Val and Rebeka Cullen ) while I am extremely grateful and appreciative of everything you have done and continue to do for us I feel that me being almost 25 years old its about time I REALLY start to think about the future and try to get back into college because I realize; as good as my life is now it is only because of all the help and support of those very special people in chase and my lives that I am where I am today and after 3+ years of depending on my parents to pick me up and help me out. ... I realize as much as I would love to be able to continue to work part time and spend soOo much time with chase; all the people helping make that possible now wont be able to do that forever. And I realize that the greatest thing I can do to show my appreciation for all the help these past few years is to make something of myself and to be able to show my son that if mommy can do it; so can you!!!... How can I expect my son to grow up to be a MAN and take care of himself and a family if his mother is a college drop-out working a part time minimum wage job?!? ... (I cant) ... So in order for my son to be successful I need to set a good example and show him what success really is; REALITY CHECK... Time to get my life on track!!!!....Just my thoughts I know this was hella long; but its just been on my mind n I needed to get it out!!! Just sayin
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 13:47:07 +0000