Where to even start. These last 6 months have been a living nightmare. I know this is what we wanted, was to find you. But when I got the call early Saturday, it felt like someone punched me in the stomach and jumped on my heart. My heart is truly broken and I honestly keep praying that this is a bad dream, it CANT be real? I know they say this is closure, and in time it will be, but for now all it is is pain. Thank you to everyone who searched tirelessly with us and all the kind words. Mandy youd be so proud of Steven. All I can do now, is thank God for every single second you were on earth. The joy you brought to my life is honestly indescribable. Although Facebook posts dont do justice in explaining who you were, I feel comfort in trying to share the love I have for you. You have not only left an imprint on my heart, but you showed me how to be a better person. Not to care what other people thought, to stand up for myself and what was right, and to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. Your heart was so big that unfortunately you were just trying to help and be a friend still, I get it because I get you, and that was your nature. I remember when we signed on to be Bulldogs and you asked me if Heather played any other position because you planned on taking up most of the time on the mound. Or the text convo we had the night you left us, that still makes me laugh when I read it. I wish you wouldve been able to meet me for lunch that next day so badly, Id give anything. Your personality was contagious and smile is unforgettable. I have a million memories that will fill my soul as you live on in my heart. I couldnt have asked for a better teammate, friend, or sister. This is the hardest thing Ive ever done or accepted, but youd nudge me in the arm tell me to stand tall and be strong. So Im going to do that for you, for the rest of my life. Your beautiful spirit will live on through your family, friends, and your Bulldog sisters. See you again 14...Twos.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 02:52:45 +0000
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