While my wife was serving dinner , I took her hand and said, we need to talk . She nodded and she eat calmly. I watched and saw the pain in her eyes , that pain that suddenly blocked my mouth , I plucked up my courage and said, I want to divorce . She did not look like disgusted by my question and asked softly : Why ? . That night we did not talk more and she cried all night . I knew that she wanted to understand what was happening to our marriage , but I could not answer her, I had lost my heart because of another woman, Joana . I now no longer loved my wife, I feelt just compassion for her , I felt guilty , - I wrote the act of separation that she remained in the house, the car , and 30% of our store . When She saw the act she ripp it into pieces ! How ? ! We had spent ten years of our life together and we were reduced to two complete strangers ? ! . I feelt so sorry for all this time she had wasted with me , for all her energy , but I could not help it, I loved Joana . Suddenly my wife began screaming and crying continuously to vent his anger and disappointment , the idea of divorce was becoming reality . The next day I came home and saw her sitting at the desk in the bedroom writeing, I not had dinner and went to bed , I was very tired after a day spent with Joana . During the night I woke up and saw my wife always there sitting to write , I turned and went to sleep. The next morning my wife I come to me and presents the conditions for the separation . she did not want the house, she did not want the car much less the store, only one month more, that month that he was about to begin the next day. Also wanted in that month we live as if nothing had happened! His reasoning was simple: Our son has exams this month at school and not distract him with our problems . I agreed but she made a further request . You have to remember the day when we were married , when you took me in your arms and took me in our bedroom ...for this month You need to take me in your arms and you have to leave out the front door every morning. I thought she had lost her mind , but I agreed not to spoil the summer holidays and my son to pass his time in peace. I told Joana about this and she burst it into laughter , saying: No matter what tricks your wife is inventing , tell her that youre mine now ,! . My wife and I we had been so long since we had no intimacy , so when I took her in my arms the first day we were both embarrassed , our son was walking behind us clapping and saying, Big Dad , he took mom in his arms ! . His words were like a knife in my heart , I walked ten yards with my wife in my arms, she closed her eyes and said softly : Do not tell him anything about the divorce , please ... I agreed with a nod , a little angry, and left her at the door . She came out and went to take the bus to go to work. The second day we were both more relaxed, she put her head on my chest so she could smell her perfume on my sweater. I realized that was a long time since I did not looked at her . I realized that it was no longer so young , a few wrinkles , some gray hair . I was able to see the damage that I had done to her ! On the fourth day , taking her in my arms like every morning I felt that intimacy between us was returning , This was the woman who had given ten years of her life , a son, and in the days that follow we approached more and more . I said nothing to Joana for respect! . Every day it was easier to pick her up and the month passed quickly . I thought I was getting used to raise her, and thats why every passing day it felt her lighter . One morning, she was choosing how to dress , had proved everything , and said : My clothes dosent fit me , . and I realized that she had lost weight ... so thats why I felt her so lightly! I suddenly I realized that she had entered into a depression ... So many thoughts and too much pain I was thinking. Without realizing it I touched her hair, our child within all of a sudden in our room and said, dad Its time to take Mom in your arms ( for him had become a fundamental moment of his life) . My wife hugged me strong and I turned my head , but inside I felt a shiver change about the way I was seeing the divorce. Now pick her up and take her out for me was beginning to be like the first time I took her in the house when we got married , hugged her without moving and I felt as it was light and delicate , I felt like crying ! The last day I did the same thing and said, I had not realized I had lost the intimacy with you ... My son had to go to school and I accompanied him with the car, my wife rest at home. I walked to the workplace, but at one point passing in front of the home of Joana I stopped , got out and run up the stairs, she opened the door and I said : Forgive me .. but I do not want to divorce my wife ... She looked at me and said : Are you crazy ? I replied : No. .. and it s just that I love my wife ... it was a moment of boredom and routine thats why we had moved away .. but now I understand the true values of life, from the day I took her in my arm I realized I had to do this for the rest of my life ! Joana went into the house slamming the door in my face . I quickly went down the stairs , went into the car and I stopped at a flower shop. I bought her a bouquet of roses and the girl in the shop said to me : What do we write on the ticket ? I said, I will take you in my arms every day of my life till death do us part I came running home , I went up the stairs and run very happy and I rushed into the room with a smile on my mouth. , but my wife was on the ground ... dead! He was fighting against cancer, and I was busy spending time with Joan without even realizing it . she knew he was going to die and thats why he asked me a months time, a month ... so that our son would not remain a bad memory of our mariagge , so that our son did not suffer trauma, so that our son remained imprinted with the memory of a wonderful father and a loving mother . These are the details that count in a relationship. Not the house .... not the car .... not money ... these are things that seem to create ephemeral union and instead divide us . We Always must try to keep the marriage happy , always remembering the first day of this beautiful love story. Sometimes we do not give the right value to what we have until we lose it . I found it on a page , it is a sad thing . -..
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 10:09:42 +0000
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