Why do people associate being in love with death? Im not speaking of living in a dead relationship, as a live person. Lord knows we have all been there a time or two. The fear of losing them and your heart so deep that its as if its the real thing... Feels like Death itself & his grief I think its the feeling and the fear of dying to self, your fleshy self sometimes. Hold on. You want it, you pray for it. A loving life of kindness, trust, and acceptance. For that one person who feels like home, that one person you want learn to be open and free with no matter how good or bad life can be. To know all their good and their bad and then there is YOURS! Who has the same beliefs, values the same things about life and love as you. Now Im not talking about just nearly being in love with the idea of SOME ONE. Im talking about being in love like you have NEVER known before. The kind of love that makes you see them, accept them and WANT all that life challenges you to work for... the kind of love that makes you re-evalute love and if you ever knew it before these moments. Hold on. You pray, and have faith, hope and patience in your personal circumstances, with the devil telling you this doesnt exist... it cant be real and you are a fool to believe. so you trust God and hold on. God hears you, he listens, and he delivers. Suddenly God puts before you all that you have you hoped for in faith. You see naked like a child unknowing but willing & eager to learn, and simply be. He has given you this amazing gift, to be honored, cherished and loved. A blessing so big you cant use a single word to describe but God. Hold on. The Word says our hearts are deceitful. I think deceitful part is the devil using your heart, feeding you mind candy: What if? Why? How? Is this? True? Real? Am I worthy? Am I faithful? Am I strong? Am I good enough to belong? In your revelry a perfect girl ...but the devil twists you round!, till hes the one that tears you down (~ but thats another song!) Hold on. In walks the devil, he laughs at your venerability and the game is on. Not only does he want to you to fail but he wants your pain, your weakness, your sin. So he has his moment to say, see... I told you, your a fool. Look at your pain, if loves you how can your God test you this way? Puts fear to smother your heart... which is Gods heart. To doubt Gods plan and his goodness he has blessed you with. If YOU become fall prey to this doubt... is it YOU(Me) or the devil? Have faith, Hold on. Lord, I know you hear me. I need you and Im holding on by my faith to your love and this tiny thread of a person I am. Im nothing without you. Please I pray to you for your strength
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 04:53:32 +0000