Wish I could be home n around my parents.. specially becaus of there age..i feel bad n guilty that im not ..but I cant make myself quit this job!! I do so much better saving more money a lot more than I could with a local driving job ! And I would not like dealing with working with peapl like I would have to do with a local job. N thetes good chance I wouldent be able to get another driving job from another company when this one hirred me all the other ones a bunch of them already told me no ..my work n driving record nit good especially my work history. ..but I know my poor has prablem with depreshon mabe ..just nothing to do buy sit around apartment ..sit in char looking at the floor moning ..him n mom go out down street once or twice a day to walmart or fast foid place down street. Mabe pay a bill r somthing...my dad now always moning n say n say aw I wish I was dead !! He been doing that long time. I told him you shouldent say that it not right to family around you! Things not the way he would like them. Hes happy when im around :/ n that make me feel baf cause I dont want to quit this job n I would have to be close by n visit everday or so like id like to. I should...but I know Il prabably wish I would have some sometime latter...but goddamn it I dont want to quit or even slow down my saving n investing money when im in my grove n realy putting the money away lije u been doing!!
Posted on: Sun, 14 Jul 2013 23:12:42 +0000
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