Wow, its been a minute since I Let It Go , My Sincerest Apologies ... If Heaven Had Visiting Hours piqued my interest so I thought Id express myself , Walk With Me ... Heavy thoughts Sitting here analyzing the things that are being thrown at me from so many different angles, Plus- Im restless &cant sleep Because Im anticipating the visits with my Guardian Angels, Striving to get back right to unravel the wicked Web of weave with the system Ive tangled, IF If at times I skipped the whole concept of being logical, I mean- If this was at all possible, If you really had a chance to visit Heaven Would you go ??? If Heaven Had Visiting Hours Id reserve & make time for the crew, Neglecting the emotional rollercoaster I initially struggled to get through, Its Two-Thousand & Thirteen And I still feel like I felt in Two -Thousand Two, -It All- Just feels new, When I first mentioned this topic-many said I was illusional Naw- Im way too reality bound, When you was here Physically it was ugly Ma Imagine what it looks like now, Some Guidance amongst our blood-line is needed Thats why Im in dire need of this sit down, Me-Im holding on You know me & ya older nephews rarely speak, Its crazy when one gets more Love, respect & support From cats he broke bread with in the streets, Then many wonder why the definition of Family becomes vague Quickly on its way to becoming obsolete, -If Only- Only if destiny wasnt destiny, Youd be right here next to me, Building on our Family Legacy, I remember when Love & Loyalty Used to be the Familys Recipe, Until the Main-Main Pillars Were removed from the equation, Since then- Its been nothing short of chaos & hell raising, Look at my Mama Luv still Gracefully aging, All healthy And ya skin looks amazing, Re-United & it feels so good Look at Auntie Glenda & Uncle James Earl looking like they aint missed a beat, Gave me a real firm hug That gave me chills the meaning was so deep, Tightened it up-slowly pulled back And kissed my cheek, Then preceded to ask how the visit went with the head of our family tree, Im talking about Big Ma Ms. Maggie Lee, So I went on to make a long story brief, The whole time they smiled The revelations had em teary-eyed & in awe, Especially after telling them Grandma said my physical attributes reminded her of Paw-Paw, When I walked in She said thats who she initially saw, -Look at my nephew khy- All grown up , handsome & intelligent, Although some things are better left unsaid And to some-holds no relevance, Ad far as Ol boy goes Hes fazing-Following in the devils prints, When you sit back & do the math about his past transgressions His actions makes sense, -Far from justified tho- Switching up lanes Im alright as far as that situation go, I think I finally figured out What Ive been put here foe, -Only- If only I can erase the pain when I hug my Lil Cool, Thats the attribute I gave my niece Who was Mini-Smooth, Left there smiling from ear to ear Cause on her uncle she dropped a jewel, She told me to continue to be a wise man Playing the role of a fool, Come on Unc You know those of our caliber dont lose, Imagine doing something physical And not get a bruise, The only way to make them feel it Is to take em off & hand em ya shoes, Only painted pictures of the struggle Gives the clueless clues, Only- If I had access to visit who I wanted to, Id go chop it up with my Cousins,Colleges & Comrades To chief a few, Numbing the pain for the moment Is what that reefer do, Cousin Mally told me years ago to always keep my eyes open Cause most of these cats are see through, It just wouldnt have been right If I came way up here & didnt come & vibe with you, Believe me-Thered be times when I come Where Im not baring a smile, good news or gifts, Just my presence- An extra ear & a few splifs, Getting right While we reminisce, Thats only after me telling you How much ya essence is missed, -Wrapping up this last visit- My heart is suddenly heavy, See-I knew the out-come of this script already, I feel more secure leaving yall in paradise As I return back to the belly, -Caught up in the moment- Its a blessing to be able to visit a place thats void of snakes, fakes & cowards, The next time I come through Ill make sure to bring some exotic, this poem And for my ladies, a few flowers, Now tell me- Would you Utilize the Reservations If Heaven Really Had Visiting Hours ??? Walk with me ... Share , Support , Send to a friend ®
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 03:54:30 +0000
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