Wow the TRUE COLORS of another fake plastic person came out all over full of insults & hostilities on me. Granted I made a decision that I felt I had to do with an explanation to that person as tactfully & kind as I could do because quite frankly I have been very fragile lately & having a hard enough time with my moodiness. This person is even more moody and up & downtown than I am. I have tryed to help them always encouraging them but have had a hard time in seeing them constantly saying F..this F...that F... this person & that person and the chronic bipolar type moods or some kind of obvious mental illness at least that this person never gets help or seeks help for. Instead they cling to the bottle , drinking themselves into oblivion along with smoking pot & cigerettes yet constantly complaining they have no money for nothing & that welfare doesnt give them enough food money for them & their kids & that their ssi dont pay enough! And the everything is everyone elses fault syndrome day in & day out. I just couldnt / cant deal with those type of situations right now. Its just too much & too exhausting! I even swallowed my pride, apologised for my reasoning & action. But wow just got the worst bash inmail directed at me filled with pure hate & insults to my character and even accussing me of stealing this guy from her that has been my friend for a long time but whom she became friends with for only two days deciding in the first few hours that they were in love & gonna get hitched or something! Pretty funny really since I do not even date and cuz both he and myself have the Lord as our focus and are aware of growth being needed, pruning if you will as individuals! So sad how some people just dont get that each of us within ourselves are the real problem!!!!! We must work on the problem which is our own individual self before we can grow & become the individuals that Christ wants us to be! How sad that so many are busy finding the faults of others & pointing fingers at them instead of dealing & looking at the real problem & doing something to help themselves! Man I know my flaws & imperfections are many but I get counseling , group therapy & examine & do self checks everyday to see what needs work or confession or where ammends may need to be made. I know even with all my hard work that I amo still a mess but Honest to God at least I try & can admitt my shortcomings etc. Please join me in praying for this individual & the kids & family involved
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 11:47:52 +0000
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