Wow where do I start... Tomorrow marks two weeks that mom was called home to our Lord and everyday since has been tough! Its hard to now imagine life without her, Ive balled my eyes out asking What now!? To say that I have actually greived my mother would be a lie Ive been to busy running myself ragged and immersing myself with things to do to keep my mind occupied! I know the days are only gonna get harder but I have to thank all my family and friends or all the constant calls and txts and visits! Especially to those that havent left my side just making sure I and dad stay sane!! But in the same token I have the utmost respect for those that have respected our privacy I have so many emotions running through my head! Hurt, sadness, fear and anger I pray that those factors dont get the best of me, and if they do I pray that Momma and Good Lord give me the strength to deal with it... But as much as it pains dad and I to leave eachother the time has come for us to get back in the saddle so to speak and head back to reality and try our best to resume life as usual... Im excited yet nervous at the same time to finally get back on the Ambulance I know itd be good for me and I know its what mom would want me to do! Again thank you to everyone for the continued thoughts and prayers means the world to my family and I!
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 03:00:20 +0000
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