YOU CANNOT GIVE YOURSELF LIGHT ON YOUR OWN CS-40 11-Aug-97 Jesus 1) Missionary of My Eucharistic Heart, My little one, the reality that crudely comes to light for the soul who seeks love, brings about a kind of painful resentment. While she was trying to understand with desire and will the secrets of My love as she was floating over flowering meadows, the soul suddenly plummets through gloomy abysses, into freezing cells [small quarters] onto the waves of a storm and even into the depths of murky waters. There the soul moans, feeling wounded in her aspiration for love. 2) What is worse, in that state the soul wants to do her own judging, colliding therefore against a wall of steel and she is desperate to escape the anguish, yet unable to find a way to do it. 3) Halt, oh, favorite soul! Do not try to come out of your darkness, because you cannot give yourself light on your own since you do not have it unless I give it to you. Halt and try to assess the place in which you find yourself. You have much to learn from being thus, suspended in the dark... The light will return. I will return it to you even in greater measure than the previous light. 4) Try to maintain yourself outside the vicissitudes of your darkness and moreover, conduct yourself trustingly. He, who invisibly sustains you during your struggles in order to make you a partaker in the light, says this to you. 5) I do not want you to fear. Be not anguished because the darkness is necessary as is the light. Later you will verify the accuracy of these words. Remember them; keep them in mind during the moments of trials. Your Lord watches over you... Later 6) All right child, that is fine; you feel hurt. The people whom you thought were friends even unto laying down their lives, failed you... I was left alone. Except for John, I only had My Mother and the Women. Did not all desert Me in My difficult moment? Why should it not be so for you? It is necessary that you experience loneliness and the abandonment of your friends... Learn, dear, that only I can carry and accompany you always. Do you really need anything else?...
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