Yanno ive come to the conclusion after sitting here thinking and everything especially after what my boyfriend said....i shouldnt even care about what anyone thinks about me.... people can say what they want....people think they know why i dont have any friends....no its not because of me...its because they dont accept my depression, they dont understand what ive been through and they dang well and sure dont understand why iam the way iam....lately my depression has gotten worse yes...but yanno maybe its God putting me through a test!! i may have lost some friends lately, but yanno i still have very few that i know and hope will always be there for me including my boyfriend!! no matter how dramatic i get or how depressed how i get they stay by my side!! Ive made new friends too who have learned quickly i have a heart of Gold that would do anything for anyone if i could and yes depending on the situation i will do anything for you if i know im able too!! So those few friends i know i have are a blessing and i should be blessed that they are still here!! Anyway maybe i should start sweating it and shaking it off and not care what everyone thinks!! i aint perfect but yanno i do the best i can and if you cant handle that then well i will hold the door to my life open and let you walk out but dont let the door hit ya on the way out!! ✌
Posted on: Wed, 22 Oct 2014 02:29:06 +0000
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