Years ago I was involved in a very abusive relationship. It got to the point where I believed everything he said to me and I completely let myself go. I was very depressed and just let myself go. Im only 55ʺ and weigh 240 so you can imagine how huge that makes me look. I have no self confidence whatsoever! Im currently in a relationship but there is just nothing there so its on the verge of ending. Although I dont like myself, I have so many men telling me otherwise. They tell me how Im beautiful, smart, fun, etc...and how any guy would be lucky to have me, but I cant find myself to think so. Ive had a couple of my best friends men tell me theyd wished they met me first :/ Just recently a guy I used to date years ago and is now married, has been wanting to hangout. Now dont get me wrong, Im friends with all my exes and I am far from being that ʺeasyʺ girl that some people may be getting but I wish just once I could get the same attention from someone who is single...someone I could learn what true love is with again. Its always nice to get their compliments but it would be nice to get it from someone I could be with everyday...guess its not so much of a confession :/ 30/f
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 02:00:00 +0000
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