Yes this is a RANT! I hate being treated with little to no respect. I help people and get used, I normally never ask for help, but this month I have been. Mainly because I can barely walk because my knee is so bad, My back hurts like a nerve or muscle is pinched, and my neck aches. Things I used to do in my life, I can no longer do without help or at all. Driving hurts, but I try to cope with it. If I see someone wants to hang out or do something, Im generally the first to say yes. I know how it is when people dont have time or want to hang out. But normally I get denied the opportunity to hang out with these people. Because Im not the person they want to hang out with. When I make the effort to come out your way or to drive to you. It means I was looking forward to spending time with the person. Knowing I have to save money, find someone to feed the animals, Drive IN PAIN to where you are. Its a full effort and not an easy one. But even then Im denied the opportunity. I know it may sound like complaining when you see me post things. ITS NOT! Everyone is allowed to voice themselves on their wall. Most of the time its my point of view. I dont do pity parties. I just reply with what is on my mind. So dont judge me because you dont know me. ASK, and I shell talk. I can only come up with one answer to all this, I must be someone no one wants to be around. No one wants to talk to unless they want to vent or want something from me. Dont talk at me... Talk to me or with me. Once Ive lose my usefulness, I get tossed aside. I live by one saying.... Do on to others as you would have them do on to you.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 20:41:02 +0000