Yesterday, I was brave and ventured out in a storm to do something I should have done long ago. I have struggled with this job and my body is just sayin enough. Well, the boss isnt liking it and he TOLD me that my Mom (whom her boyfriend just passed away in October) HAS to be awake to make sure I answer the door and the phone because shes staying here. You can put me in bondage because you pay me (not enough, but I get paid), but I will in NO WAY allow you to put my mother in bondage - doesnt matter if she gets paid or not. This is MY job and no one will help me do it! I have done it for 2 years without Mom here and I will continue to do it until my news comes through and I can venture on. I still cant tell the details as I dont know yet, but when I do find out...yall will seriously KNOW!!! I have a great confident feeling about it. I felt at home driving there (even though the roads were shitty). I am enclosing the song that God gave me. I have seriously thought I had been lost as others were telling me. Yet I talk to God, I read His word (maybe not every day, but I do). I listen (which most others are too busy talking about themselves to do just this) for His voice...however loud or soft, big or small it is. I listen in ALL things...good or bad..as God used Wizards to do His work...He uses whomever is willing to do His work! It is time we stop judging each other, okay Ima stop right there...cuz that gets me goin real easily...but this is the song God gave me to let me know that I am STILL His Sweet Child and it made me cry. THAT is the kind of relationship I have with my Savior. We can talk like that. I dont have Him in a box where He can only talk to me through Christian music or Christian people or Christian movies or Christian anything...I KNOW in my heart that God speaks to me...and let me tell you...when I dont listen....HE GETS LOUDER ;-) I dont like it when He yells at me so I listen and take it all in. He asked me in this song after calling me Sweet Child o Mine...He asked....where do we go from here? Well Father, you know best so guide me please....but I really need a job that I can see my family/friends. I am missing out on too much and I appreciate this job (as it has provided my needs and I have gotten a vehicle), but I am depreciating just sitting all the time and not getting out movin around. I feel myself fading, but ultimately YOU KNOW where I need to be and that is where I will go and what I will do. I will post the next song He sang to me on the way home from my adventure yesterday..next...stay tuned...here is Sweet Child o Mine youtu.be/P-AYAv0IoWI
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 18:51:28 +0000
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