Yet again i have that horrible feeling of total sadness, bordering on depression... I ask myself why do i feel so sad i have so much beauty around me, yes i am very lucky to have my animals. Yes i know we have the online help and support Yet i cannot shift this deep sad restless feeling... A feeling that i can NEVER EVER do enough. I should be elated that we have the new field, 3 piggies and a bullock coming, yet i dont i feel like What now, i NEED to do more A friend said to me.... you should be thankful, look at what you have achieved and yes i am very thankful, but achieving takes its toll, every hour of every day My head is full of thoughts, ideas and plans...Tarnished with visions, sounds and the screams of the voiceless... Try living in my head for a day and you will see WHY i feel like i can never do enough. Total dedication to the plight of the voiceless, the only respite will be in death, my last expiration will end with a smile, knowing i did all that i was capable of whilst on this journey. The day i feel satisfied that i have done enough is the day i vacate because my soul will of left the shell. Sorry for such a sad note, but i know there are many people out there who understand what i am saying...I am not looking for sympathy i am sharing my thoughts to show people it is not a bad thing to care so much, to speak from the heart. If more of us wore our hearts on our sleeves the world would be a much nicer place... Humans are so strange....Its acceptable to show hate, to express violence, yet you show love and kindness you are classed as a freak... I love me and the freak that i am. sharon
Posted on: Fri, 18 Apr 2014 20:41:19 +0000
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