Yo ive been thru alot of shit in my life ... Shit that some ppl never prevail from... Like losing my mother (RIP PRISCILLA DEWINDT) 3 days before the 6th birthday, witnessing my father shoot up and fight drug addiction, mental and physical Abuse, custody court cases, being moved from home to home as a child, surviving being hit by a car doin nearly 45mph at the age of 9, loosing my grandmother in 2008 the only mother figure i had in my life (since the death of my biological mother), ive gone to therapy, jail and prison ... The list can go on (trust me) im still battling with my life but the worst thing ive ever had to go thru and still go thru that hurts me the absolute most is being kept away from my children ... I have 3 amazing kids. Two daughters im denied to see by their mother simply because of money and a son i cant see or be with as much as i would like because he lives in another state. Its been over a year since the last time ive physically seen or been with my daughters and just about a year since ive seen my son and everyday that goes by i hurt more because of it smh ... Realtalk I may not be the most stable financially so i may not be able to get em everything they want and need and my life may not be in complete order but GOD KNOWS imma damn good father! Lack of money shouldnt be the reason im denied time with my kids and i dont give a f#@% what anyone says or feels about it... None of my kids have ever been denied my time, love and affection and none of em have ever been mistreated in any form of fashion or put in a dangerous and or careless situation in my care. I love my children unconditionally with every ounce of blood in my body and i want em to know that regarless of the current situation at hand i will always be here for you and one day we will all be together again ... I promise. Yo and If im wrong for anything .... its letting soo much time go by without puttin up a fight for you all because i feared you going thru the same thing i went thru as a child i couldnt ever imagine or make you go thru that ... and your mothers know this. To my son Aiden ill see you again soon lil man and to my daughters Aaliyah and Priscilla i need you to know that ive never stopped trying to see and be with you and i never will ... Your mother cant keep you from me forever. Well be together again too. I love you all. Forever and always. Ya Papi
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 18:47:52 +0000