You are witnessing someone on the spiritual fence, or what I refer to as, spiritual bi-polar syndrome. I know the power of God and have faith of a mustard seed crop, but I am going through some very tough times and constantly wrestle with carnal thoughts. The two foremost are my sisters, Dora and Cheryl. Dora… walking evil, heart as black as her face. And Cheryl my little sister, my love for her makes me feel sad not hate. Her issues are emotional. I was as her backbone, I even provided financially for her kids to insure they would not lack. Yall know it is VERY hard for me to speak negatively against anyone, but... Whatever! My sisters hate my character, the person whom God made me to be; I love them for who I know they could have been if they had not wasted so much time working against me. These two take sibling rivalry to “a hole notha leval”. I went through life belittling myself while complimenting them just to appease their low self esteems, but evidently it was not enough. Their emotions and sense of themselves and life as a whole is very messed up. They now use my poverty to discredit me (which they had a hand in) and perceive their hair-dos and clothing as a sign of my defeat. The day they defeat this Christ in me, I shall myself proclaim them to be “some bad sistas. Dora, Cheryl, you must pay.
Posted on: Fri, 31 May 2013 20:34:33 +0000