You come home from school one day. Youve had yet another horrible day. Youre just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note youve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You dont answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks youre asleep. He tells your mum this. Your mum goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. Shes screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that Mummy is crying and bro wont wake up. Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mum, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, whats going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, theres an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those popular guy, they think of all the things theyve said to you. That girl that used to tease you and call you names, she cant help but hate herself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex girlfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. SHe cant handle it. SHe breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? Theyre sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? Shes in shock. She cant believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad... Bad enough for you to end it. She cant cry, she cant feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. Its a few days later,at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that boy with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyones crying, your little brother still doesnt know you killed yourself, hes too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big brother, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesnt stop for days. Its two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean guys cut now. That girl that used to tease you cuts herself. Your ex girlfriend doesnt know how to love anymore and just sleeps around. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didnt succeed like you did, but she tried...your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices dont just effect you. They effect everyone. Dont end your life, you have so much to live for. Things cant get better if you give Up.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 05:28:13 +0000
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