You know I prayed to god everyday that you would be the one. That if you were meant to be in my life that you would stay. From day one Ive prayed that prayer. Even in the roughest times weve had, I prayed to god for him to show you how much I love you. And for you to stay. But you always want to say goodbye. From day one I wanted to prove everyone wrong when they said it wouldnt work out. I wanted to rub it all in their faces when we finally meet for the first time, that it would work out. That we could make it. But you always want to say good bye. I would give up the whole world to see you smile, to have a picture of you that nobody else has. To Skype with you and see you smile the way you say you do when I make you laugh. And I just about have up my whole world last Sunday when you left me that one voxor. I was just about ready to leave without a trace and walk the whole distance all the way to Illinois, but then Mariah came over to my house and stopped me. I was so close to just leaving Brian, so close, just to come and see you. I didnt have a penny to my name, I didnt have an address, I didnt have any idea how to get there, but I was gunna go anyway. I was gunna go to my counselor today to get more information about NIU. I told my mom I was considering going there and I could tell that she knew I was serious. Because I am. Im serious about our relationship, Im serious about US. You and me. But you keep on wanting to say goodbye. I love you Amber I love you too Boo Bear
Posted on: Thu, 17 Oct 2013 22:48:08 +0000
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