You know I sit here and I look back on my life and all I can think of is at what point In my life did I go so wrong, Ive done so many things wrong to so many people and now the past few years those same things have been getting done to me. I have spent the past years of my life trying to make up for all the wrong Ive done by being a good person and truly unconditionally caring for others with all my heart, But the one thing, the one way my life could have got no worse! Is not only have I lost everything, I have lost the one and only thing that I did have left and that was my pride, Lost because of embarrassment from the final choice I had made in my life. Call it karma I do. I guess you can say I well deserved it and had it coming, But Lord God you also know who I am now and who you have molded me into, and you know more than anyone that person, That manipulating drug addicted and heartbroken bitter woman that I used to be, shes still in the past, And I no longer live there anymore! So dear God I beg you now for mercy on my soul and I ask you my God, havent I had enough! In Jesus name your will be done I know this and no matter how much more pain I have to go through I will follow your will for me lord. But I hope you feel that I have had enough! To all of you who my past still haunts and that Ive hurt, Please forgive me
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 22:25:55 +0000
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