You know, being diagnosed with ADD really sucks. Because you can sit there in the back of the class knowing your not smart enough or good enough, to fit in with the rest of the normal students. That when you get called on to answer a question in class. Your anxiety gets so bad that your gonna get the question wrong. When you sit there with a blank stare because you just dont understand. When you here the whispers of your class mates talking abut you. When its time to turn in assignments, and you see the whole class getting out there completed papers and your just sitting there with your backpack on the floor, then someone asks, do you have you homework? And you cant help but have a knot in your throat, because you didnt want to embarrass yourself again. When you do partner work and you cant understand anything your doing and your partner has to do it all. How you know that they are frustrated with you because you didnt help. When you have to take a test, and your see everyone turn in their papers but your still on question 6. When the class goes to check grades and they all have average or above. And all you see on your screen are Fs. Somedays I look at myself and just think how stupid I am to not be like other kids. How I cant remember things like other kids. How I cant process things like them. And not only that. But when you teachers embarrass you in front of the whole class and say your grade and how you never turn things in. But inside you know how hard you try to do it.. But you just cant. No one understands what we have to go through every day at school. And the Depression and Anxiety we get when we step foot in our classes. No one understands.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 03:34:38 +0000
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