You know its pathetic how my family treats me like an outcast and how they ignore my invites to my kids birthdays or any other things I throw for my kids I bet if I was a walking zombie or all screwed up they would respond if I allow people to use me Id see a response if I was a doormat people will clearly walk all over me if I was part of the✌circle ✌of bullshiters people would come or at least show face grab a plate and leave I dont miss people treating me different or shitty but it bugs me because my kids do have feelings my daughter misses her sister so bad but because I tried getting her help she cant see her unless of course I allow my baby girl to go into the same situation my niece is in which I wont because its not good or safe my kids miss their cousins but because Im not gonna beg or allow all the above they cant even come celebrate with my kids it was fine before to just drop off your kids and leave before I took a stand and before when I took everyones bullshit and yes some part I also was involved in parts of the destruction but I grew up I dont think Im better then anybody I just grew up myself my kids and my man are my priority out of all my uncles my uncle George is the only one that calls me he cant make it to our events but he calls he lets us know how everything is going hes going through a lot yet he takes time to check on my kids and I my uncle Jim he pops up here and there but still no show for invites but him as well will text and say hes busy at least he does that the rest of my uncles treat my kids as if I fell off the face of the earth my aunt Mary Perez shes involved with me completely and because so the whole family also ignores her my aunty Brenda Vega is here but in prayer because shes smart to stay away from the family my aunt Michelle Seifert is cool as hell but because our family and the background she keeps walls and guards up she dont know me yet she even see and has more involvement and interaction with my babies and me we only talk on facebook but at least she speaks to me out of my siblings my sister Chris Vanessa Valdez is who I talk to or that my kids see one sibling left me no choice but to leave completely alone and my oldest brother dont even bother with me Ive tried but no response my kids hear uncle is home is he gonna come see us ?? My other brothers my kids and I are lucky if we see them my cousins I dont see and the ones I talk to is on here I friend request some family but clearly been ignored as if I did something to them cool be stuck up and those cousins of mine that is on here I love for the fact they dont judge me they dont choose sides and they arent all junked up they see as clear as I do my babies ask how come gram shorty dont come see them I tell them shes always busy but then again Im not in the right circle I love my gram but I refuse to be looked down on or I refuse to allow the others in that refuse to clean up or that refuse real help I know not being involved daily is ok and for the best but when my kids start feeling like their outcast I get pissed they are kids and they have feelings too if it wasnt for my sis vanessa and sis in law Ariel Talbert and their boys my kids wouldnt see cousins at their parties and the rest of my in laws hate me also from helping innocent kids I bet if people were allowed to drug up in my bathroom or if they were allowed to be walking zombies or of they were allowed to beat their kids or if my house was a walk in bar and drug shelter people will come and dine and dash like before or even do take out we have friends that show more love to my kids Im getting to the point to where Im not going to send out any invites but to the ones that regularly show face because every time I sit with my kids to invite family and friends they stay patiently and anxiously to see if everyone or at least half is gonna show and just get let down no more of that shit my kids are not going to wait for acceptance or approval blood or not they have people that consider their feelings Im done with the bullshit already
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 16:48:42 +0000
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