Your smile is the real Joyy of my life :-) PART- 10 *The secret behind *her* being in my friendlist * ----------------------------------------------------------- It had been a few days before the arrival of this new ASMI in my life when i create a page of mine at FB. I was getting attracted towards her more and more everyday, i could easily trap her in my love but hey WAIT, Love is not about TRAPS ... Its about PURITY and Truth. Its about LOYALTY and HONESTY. Now my heart went LOYAL for this girl. I started feeling that if i get this girl, then it should be via my HONESTY, LOYALTY....it should be being ME. If I wanted i could easily get her becuase girls fall with what they hear and when it comes to Romance and Flirting, I cant be challenged. But still i didnt want to use any kind of "Flirting tactic" to get her. Although i was not sure if this is LOVE but yes all i knew was i was going crazy for her, i wanted to leave my all bad habits just for her. Without giving her a single chance to complain about me, i wanted to be a PERFECT guy for her And i even succeeded in my aim to some extent. She was blindly trusting me now. She used to tell me her every single activity and that too everyday, she started believing that Akhil is not like other guys, that i was different from every other guy of the world and what else i could wish from her, from my destiny, may be it was the start of a new relation. Talking at fb was the only source of communication between us and for half of the day we used to just stick at our cell operating Fb to talk to each other. Friends, family, relatives har kisi ki baatein karti rehti or na sirf baatein sabki pics bhi or mai bas....kho jaata uski baaton mei or sunta rehta. The most interesting although strange thing that happened with me was i never knew even my relatives with so much absoluteness jitna correctly uske relatives ko jaan gaya tha. They didnt exist actually in my life but because of her, her family, her friends ...un sabko jaise ab meri family and friends me count karne laga tha main. And then only i realised how difficult it is for girls to leave their own family, friends, relatives,house, even their wardrobes and those small things that remind them of their family with whom they were living till now before their marriage and then suddenly their world changes completely. Thank God i am a guy and i would never have to leave my family, my possessions specially my wardrobes Fb was the only way to contact her since neither there was any mutual friend, nor we could meet ever. Infact i couldnt even call her. So there was like form her account at every post of mine and even atleast one comment at every post .... her activity log used to remain filled with notification involving my name but when that LOVE waali feeling takes place in your heart na, you obviously start getting possessive for them and the same happened with me. I secretly used to delete her comments from my posts and pics so that no one else from my account can know her, kynki agar koi use jaan gaya to usse baat karne lagega and she was so innocent ke kisi ki galat neeyat ko pehchaan nahi sakti thi theek se. Moreover i also could be jealous agar wo kisi or ladke se baat krti to i used to delete her comments secretly without her knowledge. I was sitting alone and wondering over me. Kya tha main or 1 ladki ne kya bana dia muje... I was being possessive and that too for a girl whom i had never even saw par uska nature, her innocence, use choti-choti baatein samjhaana, sikhaana, caring for her, her reservedness, her feelings for her family.... i was in love with everything about her, every single thing that was concerned with her. I was in love with ASMI, even her name seemed the best combo of thosee four characters.... goshhh this love was driving me crazy I had activated Facebook messages over my cell so that whenever she messages me, i may get notification over my cell and i can be available for her whenever she needs me. And what she always used to say was "Akhil how you manage to be with me whenever i needs you. You know i can always be assured that i would have you by my side whenever i would need you, just a message is all i need to send you and within seconds you would be available for me. Even the people who are present with me in real time cant be so supportive and caring, even those people cant be available for me whenever i need them and you, miles apart from me but even then so close to me". Ab use kaise batata k uske lie available rehne mei bhi mera hi interest hai, i remain with her always not just because she needs me but it is necessary for me too. The more time i can spend with her, the more i desire to be with her. "Arey its ok ASMI, i have activated FB over my cell and so when you message i get notification and i do reply you" was the only thing i used to say her in reply. But one day i got to know the reality behind our friendship. "Akhil you are na just perfect and i am really lucky that i got you, you know what i got you because of my friend. I never talked to unknown guys but my friend added you and said ASMI this guy is trustworthy, you can talk to her and he wont break your trust and even at first chat, it was she who talked to you and see now i feel really proud that i obeyed her and got an amazing friend like you" and her words made me feel like....woahh so having her in my friend list was a mere co-incidence but i was loving it. May be thats why its said k "jo bhi hota hai ache k lie hi hota hai". Stay tune Story is also going on A secret diary ~♥~ αηιℓ ~♥~™
Posted on: Wed, 26 Jun 2013 10:37:01 +0000
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